maybe it's too late to apologize

12/06/2011

Seems like just yesterday 

You were a part of me 

I used to stand so tall 

I used to be so strong 

Your arms around me tight 

Everything, it felt so right 

Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong 

Now I can't breathe 

No, I can't sleep 

I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again 

I'm torn into pieces 

Can't deny it, can't pretend  

Just thought you were the one 

Broken up, deep inside 

But you won't get to see the tears I cry 

Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything 

Opened up and let you in 

You made me feel alright 

For once in my life 

Now all that's left of me 

Is what I pretend to be 

So together, but so broken up inside 

'Cause I can't breathe 

No, I can't sleep 

I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again 

I'm torn into pieces 

Can't deny it, can't pretend 

Just thought you were the one 

Broken up, deep inside 

But you won't get to see the tears I cry 

Behind these hazel eyes

Swallowed me then spit me out 

For hating you, I've blamed myself 

Seeing you it kills me now 

No, I don't cry on the outside 

Anymore... 

Anymore...

Here I am, once again 

I'm torn into pieces 

Can't deny it, can't pretend 

Just thought you were the one 

Broken up, deep inside 

But you won't get to see the tears I cry 

Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again 

I'm torn into pieces 

Can't deny it, can't pretend 

Just thought you were the one 

Broken up, deep inside 

But you won't get to see the tears I cry 

Behind these hazel eyes

12/05/2011

I heard that you're settled down,  

That you found a girl and you're married now. 

I heard that your dreams came true,  

Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you

Old friend, why are you so shy?  

Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light. 

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,  

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it,  

I had hoped you'd see my face,  

And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you. 

I wish nothing but the best for you, too. 

Don't forget me, I beg,  

I remember you said,  

"Sometimes it lasts in love,  

But sometimes it hurts instead."  

Sometimes it lasts in love,  

But sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.

You know how the time flies,  

Only yesterday was the time of our lives. 

We were born and raised in a summer haze,  

Bound by the surprise of our glory days. 

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,  

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it,  

I had hoped you'd see my face,  

And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you,  

I wish nothing but the best for you, too.  

Don't forget me, I beg,  

I remember you said,  

"Sometimes it lasts in love,  

But sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares,  

No worries or cares,  

Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made, 

Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you. 

I wish nothing but the best for you. 

Don't forget me, I beg,  

I remember you said,  

"Sometimes it lasts in love,  

But sometimes it hurts instead."

Never mind, I'll find someone like you,  

I wish nothing but the best for you, too.  

Don't forget me, I beg,  

I remember you said,  

"Sometimes it lasts in love,  

But sometimes it hurts instead."  

Sometimes it lasts in love,  

But sometimes it hurts instead.

12/04/2011

WICHTIG

Obwohl die Blogvorstellung noch nicht vorbei ist und alles, würde ich heute gerne einen Blog vorstellen, der sich nicht beworben hat, mich aber unglaublich berührt hat.

Es geht um den Blog http://tausendtode.blogspot.com/ . 

Amanda ist erst 16 Jahre alt und hat einen Gehirntumor. In ihren Blog berichtet sie über die Zeit vor ihrem Tod.

Sie bloggt noch nicht sehr lange, aber trotzdem finde ich ihren Blog sehr bewegend und vorstellenswert. 

Es wäre schön, wenn ihr mal vorbei schaut, es lohnt sich.!

12/03/2011

Ich schließe beide Schlösser unter dem Fenster
Ich schließe beide Rollos und dreh mich weg
Manchmal sind Lösungen nicht einfach zu finden
Manchmal ist Abschied der einzige Weg

Und die Sonne wird für dich untergehen
Die Sonne wird für dich untergehen
Und der Schatten des Tages
wird die Welt in Grau tauchen
Und die Sonne wird für dich untergehen

In Karten und Blumen auf deinem Fenster
bitten dich all deine Freunde zu bleiben
Manchmal sind Anfänge gar nicht so einfach
Manchmal ist Abschied der einzige Weg